Tears From Silence"Tears From Silence"You give me a painDeep down in my soulIt feels like my heartHas a gaping holeEvery night I come homeWith an others scent on my shirtBut you've already turned your back on meSo you wouldn't even know how much it hurtsI know it's my faultBut deep inside I still blame it on youThe silence was unbearableWhat was I suppose to do?I didn't have the gallAnd we both continued with our infidelitiesOur once wonderful relationshipIs now only memories.
Hate Me"Hate Me"Why do you hate me?What did I do?What is it that's so terribleThat I did to you?No I don't want to change your mindI'm just furious to know whyIt's not like I've ignored youAnd I've always triedBut that look on your faceSeething with a hate I can't explainI'm not trying to make you feel worseI'm just trying to understand pain
Waiting by the Phone"Waiting by the Phone"Sitting all aloneMy only friends are in my headI check my phone againMaking sure it isn't deadI've been waiting by the phoneFor hours now and stillI'll continue waiting for hours moreYes I willWhy won't you call me?Please answer my plea!All of this waiting for youIs starting to kill me!Another minute another hourIt feels like an eternity since you calledI'm afraid if you were to see the state I'm inYou'd truly be appalled.Still I wait hereFor you to save me with just your voiceI'll wait here forever if I have toIt's like I don't even have a choice
Sleeping Beauty"Sleeping Beauty"As we lay here togetherYou look into my eyesI run my fingers through your hairFeeling like I've won the ultimate prizeThere is no one quite like you, I swearAnd then I see your eyes begin to droopYou pass in to a deep slumber in my armsI can't help but but think you're such a cutieI'll protect you from all that's out to harm youMy sleeping beautyI smile at your form huddled in my armsAlways thinking you're to good to be trueI watch as you breath so deepI cherish every moment that I'm with youEven as you lay asleepI know you can't hear my wordsAs you wallow around in dream landYet I whisper the thoughts from my heartI brush a dark strand behind your earAs you awaken with a startI know you didn't mean to fall asleepBut it doesn't bother me one bitYour bright eyes shining like angelic jewelsYou begin to throw a fitBut your pseudo-anger begins to coolAs you realize, when you look into my eyesAnd I can see you feel it tooI let you sleep, my sleep
Your Smile"Your Smile"Your smile is intoxicatingIt never fails to take away all my painEven when it's a knowing little smirkAt the failings of my poor abused brainI know life isn't easySometimes I cause as much strife as I healBut whenever I make you smileMy heart gives off a tiny squealYour smile is like an antidoteWhen ever my life is in a rutA magical superior ointmentFor my deep wounds and cutsYour smile never fails to melt meI'm always paralyzed in aweI can be in the worst mood and see you smileAnd my icy feelings are immediately thawed
Nerves"Nerves"I keep looking behind meBut when I look nothing is thereYet I continue glancing behind meI keep hearing voices, I swearHowever only darkness lingersIt must be because my nerves are wound up tightAnd it doesn't help I here aloneWandering the streets at nightI panic as I come to a cornerWho knows what's around the next bendBut whatever it is that's waitingCouldn't possibly want to be my friendAnd yet as I turn the rueI see I'm desperately alone stillThere is no terrible beast or manWaiting for a stranger to killDoes that make me feel any better?Does that put my nerves at ease?My stomach still feels like it's twistedMy breath still comes out in a wheezeAnd I don't know how to fix itI feel like this day after dayEvery minute after minute morning and nightUpon the depths of my imagination it preys
In the Darkness"In the Darkness"I struggle to surviveEvery breath is harder then the lastMy fingers scratch against the darknessAs I flail around hoping to find comfort fastBut the darkness continues to envelop meThe light doesn't want to dawnI'm lost within this horrorAnd my fleeting hope is long goneThe loneliness beings to strangle meMy chest heaves against my invisible killer's mightThe last thing I can rememberIs wondering how I got myself into this plightFear and loathing clog my poresSilently I grieveAnd with a great sigh I give inMy life, then I realizeBeing a life of horror, pain, and sin
His Pain"His Pain"The pain you cause himAnd I don't know whyThe daily punishmentThe fear in his eyesThere is something truly demonic about youAnd this might come as a surpriseBut I know how to fight itI can see right through your liesYou might have him fooledInto thinking it's all for the bestBut I know that it's all a farceAnd you've put a target on his chestBut I wear the armorYour evil will never prick my soulI'll never have to feel the painOf your cold deception's bullet hole