Now You're Gone

"Now You're Gone"

I really did it this time
I pushed you out the door
I didn't do it purposely
And now I'm pining on the floor
The anguish just consumes me
How could I have been so dense
It all seemed right inside my mind
But once I said it, I knew it didn't make sense
So I fucked things up royally
Forgiveness probably isn't on your mind
Not that I blame you for feeling how you do
But a girl like you is so hard to find
My inner demons won again
They perverted my right from wrong
And now because of my ridiculous decisions
I realize that you are gone
Losing the best thing in your life
Puts a new spin on pain and regret
And the only thing I have left to cherish
Are the memories and feelings from when we met